- Teased Boyo that we’d be having a special date night tonight. And it was special to finally lodge our freakin’ tax, lol. - 🥂 
- Thanks for the reminder… 
 
- Winning at life today. I really wasn’t feeling like eating the mandarin I brought for afternoon snack, then I remembered that was last shift and today I have a banana. Yay me! 
- Day 1 - I’m a little “edgy”. - Goodnight all ❤️ - and it’s late - good night everyone, sweet dreams .😚 
 
- ROAST PORK AND CRACKLING AND VEGGIES FOR DINNER BITCHES 🤘 - I am so jealous right now. - My partner is the best, he’s such a good cook. The crackling doesn’t always turn out crackly but it’s tasty nonetheless! - are there taters? - There were no potatos this time; it was onion, asparagus, and tomato 🤤 
 
 
 
 
- I have gymed - Killing it mate! 
 
- Vape is going in the bin shortly. - I grabbed the nicorette inhaler thing which is just a piece of cotton with nicotine in it, no smoke or vape. - Fuck it I’m done. - Good stuff mate. All the best with ditching the habit. 
- Yes!! - Your lungs will thank you! Brain will be a bit annoyed, but what you do now becomes what happens next. - This is mostly for singing. I can tell the impact of the vape. 
 
- Good luck, you can do this. :) 
- You’ll feel so much better 
 
- Ah. I see we exist today. Very good - I always find it slightly surprising that anything exists, although thinking about it too hard makes my head hurt. Probably because thinking about exising leads to thinking about not existing, both of which seem equally impossible. 
 
- The local pub has such an elaborate play equipment I might as well take the kids there instead of any local play centres. The food is about the same price and quality, and I can save on entry fees - The pub is probably cleaner too. 
 
- New place going up next door is now a very muddy swimming pool. Lotta swearing. 4 excavators all bogged lol. they were doing a heap of augering on Sat. like 30 or so holes sort of 5m deep… all full of water. Heavy clay soil so that’ll take a while to dry out. - I know we all like to shit on the BoM but they were right this time. - The forest of pile drivers up the hill are silent today. Suspect similar mud reasons - same, it’s quiet here , no noises coming from the Grimpen Mire - also, I found out last week there is a small mangrove forest at the far end of my street!! About 100m away. What an amazing area this is. 
 
 
- Little dog: I need to go outside. It’s an emergency. I’m about to piss on your carpet. - Me: Opens the door in a hurry. - Little dog: 2 steps outside. Turns around. Looks at me. Wants to come back inside. - Me: Shuts the door. Feels like a bitch. - Repeat 8 × a day. - want to exchange for a pita cat? - Yes please! Sounds delicious 😋 
 
 
- Ughhhhh I don’t wanna. - Then don’t!!! - I don’t wanna either but still doing it unfortunately. 
 
- My new toaster has just been delivered. Sadly the store has not given permission for it to be left so it has been taken away again to the post office for me to pick up. - Mr Woof is very funny with deliveries, he raced outside to bark at the delivery driver from the side gate. He used to do this at the old house because the gate was right next to the front door, in the new house its set back on the other side of the garage. But it seems to have become a habit, I’m not sure he knows why he does it, it’s just part of the routine. 
- Exploratory keyboard surgery was a success. The sticky Tab key is no longer sticky. - Last time I opened up a keyboard it was much more complicated, with individual keys that all fell out making it very hard to reassemble. This one was quite simple. 
- Wanting to art so bad but I’ve built it up with bad associations in my head to the point it causes anxiety and also I can’t focus through learning the fundamentals that would make things much easier. - I’m just constantly so tired, managing anxiety attacks and in a fair bit of pain. - so many hugs - ( hint, there is no failure in art, only learning and doing projects and learning by doing projects ) - Thanks. - I think it’s just a weird mental block because everything is KAOS 
 
 
- Two weeks off work, back to it today…did not miss it. - Come on retirement!!! - I am on the verge of nearly two weeks off. I will definitely be sad when it is over, and wish I could retire at 50. - I did little for the two weeks and was not bored. - Need to find a get rich quick scheme and make that dream a reality 😁 - I have so much to do I’m not sure how I’ll fit it all in. - Unfortunately get rich quick schemes tend to make someone else rich and you poorer, but in any case the dream of retiring at 50 is already receding in the rear view mirror, the real dream now is hoping to cut down from full time work some time before 67. Which also seems more and more unrealistic with every rise in house prices and cost of living. 
 
 
 














