Maybe it’s that I can actually choose what to do with my life instead of constantly reacting to threats and living in a kind of long term survival mindset.
I am far away from cars and there are few people. I might hear a boat or a far away train whistle. But otherwise it’s just the water, the wind and birds. It’s quiet. 🫥
I feel odd because there’s no crisis to fix, no fight for survival.
I’m wired to be constantly on alert or pushing through another issue.
But now it’s quiet. And I don’t know what to do.
It’s an odd feeling.
Goodnight ❤️
When all is well, I wait for the other shoe to drop.
May it not drop you for, our dear Simon.
Someone told me once that even though the quiet can be tough to sit with, it is a luxury.
Maybe it’s that I can actually choose what to do with my life instead of constantly reacting to threats and living in a kind of long term survival mindset.
It’s feel weird to have a choice.
This is why I like the beach I go to.
I am far away from cars and there are few people. I might hear a boat or a far away train whistle. But otherwise it’s just the water, the wind and birds. It’s quiet. 🫥
Goodnight