My butt is being kicked by whatever is going on with my mental health. The fact that from next week onwards, 25+ sets of eyes will be evaluating my performance at least twice a day, plus the resources I manage to create, is scaring the shit out of me. I’m really worried about not having time to do stuff and not performing. I dislike that I get overwhelmed so easily.

But I am reminding myself that I can ask for ideas.