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1 year agoDo you have any hobbies you like to do? I recommend investing in tools/supplies if that’s your jam.
thisonethatone [he/him]
Trans masc elder millennial gamer nerd.
I’m here cuz I entered the Bernie soc dem to tankie pipeline.
A better world is possible!
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Had a really bad weed addiction (yes I know it’s psychological but imo it was harder than quitting cigarettes)
Whenever I tried to quit I wouldn’t be able to sleep for up to 3 days at a time. If I got past that I could be clean for a month or two before caving and falling back into weed usage.
Turns out I had really bad OCD and PTSD and zero serotonin (thus, no sleep). I got put on Lexapro and the obsessions were 90% better after that, and the weed usage has gone from daily to once every few months, with friends. The hard part has been adjusting, and developing, a new lifestyle and hobbies to replace the drug use. I also have Been grieving the decade I lost to addiction and trauma.
My tips: addiction is a response to something else going on. It’s not laziness, it’s not lack of willpower, it’s not because you are a monster. It might be due to covering up pain, or because you’re self medicating and don’t realize it. Be kind to yourself, because the world is unnecessarily shitty to addicts.
Pathologic 2
At the end of the game the
spoiler
inquisition looks at you and tells you that everything has been for naught, not because you couldn’t save everyone, but because you were wasting time, in your real life, trying to save people in a video game as your real life slips away from you.
Left me shook. Amazing game.
Trazodone
I have a phone with a stylus built in and it’s great- but sometimes I don’t want to stare at a screen.
If I’m Journaling I stick with pen and paper because I dont want the distraction. There is also something nice about the feedback of ink on a page.
If the note is important I’ll put a sticky note on my desk and copy it to obsidian or take a photo of it.
I wanted to see what the fuss was about after windows 11 came out, because I was sick of Windows intrusive UI and shady business practices.
I still use windows for some things, but now I duel boot to cinnamon and it is my daily desktop driver. I vastly prefer the clean interface and speed of Linux over windows, and I now play most of my games on it too. I was shocked when I realized that Elden Ring runs great, and looks better, on Linux while it was unplayable on windows at release.
I also installed Fedora to my surface pro after a windows update made it impossible to use without severe slowdown. I’ve had my surface for 6 years and it runs great on Linux.
The only downside to Linux is that, as am artist, the apps are limited. Blender is fantastic, Krita is catching up, but there is no way to use clip studio, harmony (toon boom, storyboard pro), or Zbrush (yes I can sculpt in blender but it is not quite there yet.)