My feeling exactly. The article gives me the same kind of vibe: Look at me! I am special.
The recent one was this: https://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/crimes_of_the_future_2022
I would’ve done that a while ago if not for the left wingers populating all those communities. But, at least i tolerate left wingers better than right wingers.
Linux Mint with Cinnamon and XFCE. I also own a Mac (actually its my company computer), but i keep it for Power Point and Microsoft Office. My company is ok for me to work with my personal Linux computer, as long as i show them proof it’s encrypted. Nice guys.
Politically radicalize yourself. Right or left, it doesn’t matter. It will give you a purpose, and even if it’s lame, you will feel the adrenaline when you contradict with people you don’t know on the internet.
Or make children, and you can have fun times with them, playing childhood games. Honestly, its hard with children, but it’s also fun and wholesome. It was a life changer for me and my dull life.
That might be the case, I only have experience in big companies, where you were an insignificant cog in a mechanism nobody understands.
Welcome to hell.
Middle Management type of jobs are demanding and frustrating. You have to keep your superiors happy, and also keep a close relationship with your team members. It’s not an easy role to keep everything balanced.
If you manage to slowly work your way up in the corporate ladder, things might become better.
Things will get better the moment your youngest becomes more independent, and sleeps well at night.