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So I did the math. A 30 year fixed and a 50 year fixed have a monthly payment difference of $1.

What the absolute fuck.

Yay! I love to see it. I briefly looked into it this summer but then I got distracted and lost track

That’s actually a great point that I did overlook.

You know, this really has me pondering my projects architecture. We have tiers of services.

At the top, we have the UI. Then we have a “consumer” an “orchestra” and a “data” tier.

Data is the tier that exclusively talks to databases. Orchestra talks to the multiple data services. A good chunk of business logic is here. Consumer uses the orchestra and handles UI requests.

All it essentially does is split the monolith into 3 services at minimum. And since it’s on the cloud, there’s a start up cost where we need to spin up 3 machines instead of whatever you can do with microservices. What benefit do I get?

Oh. Well I’m not gonna be out that long.

I hope.

Uhoh. It really depends on how well I do and it is not well so far.

Hmm. Uhoh.

I’m out on FMLA. Am I even going to have a job when I get back?

Depending on the org you are donating to, you should be able to at least deduct it from your federal and depending on the state, state taxes as well.

I was able to donate what my parents were doing over 1.5 years in a single donation that way.

I got a couple of big bills to pay this month, but after that and my pay check another big chunk is going.

Could I use that money? Sure. But it’s a relatively small amount compared to rent/alimony and still leaves enough for me to be stable.

My bigger concern is how long it goes on. I haven’t calculated in increasing expenses.

I doubt this will lead to a punisher origin story. ICE does not go after anyone actually dangerous.

They have stayed out of most areas where cartels, gangs, etc operate. If ICE cuts into their money? Then shit gets weird.

I’ll bet they have picked up plenty of actual gang/cartel members, figured it out, and got them released. It’s not just the cartels that profit from the cartel business.

Well, one, this has been going on for several months.

Two, the media corporations are controlled by the regime.

Three, they really don’t want anyone to know what’s happening to the women. If we can ever locate them.

Carrying anything on my face is a terrifying prospect, IDK if it’s an autistic thing but I can’t do many expressions that don’t look obviously forced.

And I do live in a metro of less than 1m, but I believe my range goes up to a metro of > 1m.

The clothes I have now are stylish. But I have no photos in them yet.

But more importantly, I think I’ve just realized I’m really not ready to date, no matter how strong my desire for intimacy is. I’ll be going through some medicine changes and therapy. Maybe I’ll re look at this after.

They literally can’t arrest all of us. They can try, but they can’t.

Honestly? There is one thing that I’m struggling with, and I don’t know if I can intentionally change it. My stim is plucking my beard hairs. So it makes it virtually impossible to grow facial hair anymore.

Meaning I have to be clean shaven, which isnt hard itself, but it can quickly go haywire.

It won’t fix the rest of my appearance. More clothing varieties maybe.

I could bulk up even more. but it would have to be a lot of muscle, and based on what I have currently achieved that might be another year.

Well, at least I lost the weight and built muscle. I have better clothes. I could do with maybe 15lbs lower. I could use more nice outfits.

I don’t exactly have a strong social network, nor anyone who is actually there taking photos when Im out cause that just doesn’t happen I guess.

But there is something there that caught my attention. “Too good to be true.”

I’m wondering if that might be part of the problem? Someone looks up how much my career makes, they’re going to find it’s a lot. 6’? Blue eyes, not fat? Sounds super smart?

Idk. I’m hoping it’s just the shit pictures.

I don’t expect this ruling to have an effect. I went ahead and made a sizeable donation to my local food shelf anyway. I don’t need that money to fund an expensive toy when I can help people stay fed.

I wish I could donate more, and I really hope this is somehow enforced. But DO NOT WAIT for magic money to appear. The people who need SNAP needed it on 11/01.

IRC? Like a specific one or just a random one from the early 2000s

Huh. Well. I guess I’m doing everything right then.

Maybe the photos need a lot of work. That will be challenging.

You guys actually get matches?

Goddamn. Here I am in straight world with exactly one match in an entire year that wasn’t a bot.

Eh

Fuck it the apps are scams anyway

Bread lines are about to be a real thing in New York

Yeah. And Mamdani wasn’t the reason for that at all. That’s entirely on the GOP.