The pun was intentional, yes

In my area simply having a foot 1% in the street when the countdown timer hits 0 has everyone inching towards me and beeping. They’re already aggressive. What’s worse than 100%?

I feel like there has never been any good Jonathans, Aidens, Jacksons, Tyrees, Katies, Katrinas, Isaiahs, or Catherines. And any name that’s hyphenated with Ann.

The last [little white cat with a bow] fan I knew was a crazy stalker who copied everything I did and tried to rape me. Her imitation was as flattering as blackface. But she knew how to hide her anger towards me and come off as harmless towards everyone else so I looked crazy for being scared of her, a harmless sweetheart who just looked up to me. Never again.

Are they? I’ve associated “cozy” games, cottagecore aesthetic, and anything kawaii pastel cute!!! with the most vile hateful bigots who would literally dox and murder you. They literally have. Never let your guard down around a S*nrio fan.

The Super Mario World speedrunning community is pretty good.

That’s fine, my life doesn’t matter.

I was thinking of something like “could you imagine being me and not being stuck behind me?” or something, shorter obviously.

To move out and cut all ties with family so I can receive mail in my chosen name and grow and heal from the past

I won’t.

Honestly if I don’t have $100,000 by 11/25 I’m ending it.

Everyone else does between 15 and 19, they have their own houses and cars they bought with their jobs, yet I’m almost 30 and I have nothing. Everyone else is getting married at 23. At 30 I’ll still be trying to move out just like I will be at 50, and 80, and after retiring I’ll still be trying to move out by gambling or grinding online stuff until I die in the house I’ll stuck in. Might as well cut my losses.

There are so many people who deserve it more, now why would I block them from receiving help, so I could be an even bigger burdensome waste of resources? Bruh, come on. My mother literally took food from a food bank that she didn’t need, made each family member (except me because I’d escape) do it and take 4 times the amount alotted to each household, to just NOT use. Literally wasting resources that someone in need could use. Why would I do that myself?

I’m just saying if your life was ruined at the start then it’s ruined forever, either continue living a ruined life or give up.

No one has ever fixed their lives after 20. It only gets worse if you’re not rich as a teenager or popular online before then. Everything after 20 is just drug addiction and fighting. And even if someone manages to fix their lives later, it’s always in old age where it wouldn’t have mattered. Yeah… all that work and uphill grinding for one week of freedom, sooooo worth it.

Cutting ties with family and moving out. Every apartment costs at least 20% more than I make monthly, a mortgage is out of the question after losing my credit last year, and working while living with these people is not sustainable. Every roommate is basically family but worse and there’s no way I’m moving out from living with family to live with someone worse than family. Even if I find roommates that aren’t nicotine or marijuana users, they’ll be something worse the minute I’m stuck with them. No one knows how it feels being the only person who doesn’t use that stuff, and being antagonized by groups of people withdrawing from it.

Why never on life, just asking. If it was completely ruined from the start, why not give up? If you spill ink over a painting, it’s ruined and you toss it out.

I think putting over 10 years towards a goal and never achieving it means you should just give up

Think it’s just you. Looked through my posts lol

Were you not there for the search for Ulterior Motives?

Being behind everyone sucks.

The thing is that I wake up at 4PM to go to work from 6PM to 6:30AM

At 7AM I’m done for the day. I want dinner.