I do not really accept the unknown. Im lretty interested in how the universe works and what its made of. Why everything is happening and how it came all to start.

This brought me into studying chemistry.

I just dont thing there is a beeing, which made alll of this up. Just for us.

I mean there is trillions times trillions galaxies, and this number is still small in comparison to the real amount. All of this just for some kind of weird test of some weird carbon based structures, so after they die they can have all of what they want?

Something has to be behind all of this, but this human centric view of our universe definetly doesnt get it right. in my opinion.