Probably sex, for me.
I’d just do it with someone who wasn’t who I originally did it with because she wasn’t great in bed. The entire moment itself was just embarrassing for the both of us, moreso for me because of the time it last for which wasn’t long and just her seemingly doing it to get it out of the way. There was no passion in it, it was just a matter of “oh lets get you not a virgin anymore” deal and I felt it was tainted.
As a one time only event, as a first and a last, I wish I could go back and change the last words I ever spoke with my late father.
In the hospital bed, he was fussing at me because I told him that I was cleaning trash and old food from his house. I didn’t expect him to fuss, I was only doing the right thing ya know.
He passed away the next morning in hospital. I’m still sad to this day that our final conversation wasn’t more positive ☹️😭